Santa Clara Meditation Insecurities – Is there really a point to life after 30?
Life after 30… I am a 46-year-old married woman. I feel like I’m living my life lately. Why? It’s because my life has accumulated the rewarding experiences of failure. Since I was self-conscious as a ‘me’ in my teens, I have experienced many failures and disappointments with myself.
I’ve known it all my life. That there is nothing that I want to do. It felt like everything failed, to the point where I’ve never experienced things go my way. It was not easy to find a job, and it was difficult to meet a spouse and put our hearts together. It didn’t seem like the world recognized my talent.
But recently a very important change has occurred to me. A very small light of hope was lit in my heart. Now it’s your turn to light that light. What? It is human completion. So far we’ve all failed, but it’s okay. That failure is a gift, not just a failure.
Do you know what is the most important thing in life? Exactly, why was I born into this world? And knowing what you live for. I threw away the smoke-like existence that I had considered as ‘me’ until now and searched for reality. That smoke-like existence doesn’t exist. The age of 30 is the perfect time to think seriously about life. You are a mature age that knows how to enjoy the bitter taste of beer and can bury the loneliness of broken hearts in a corner of your heart. Would recommend it to you. From now on, find the real ‘me’. And I hope you achieve human completion.
by Donna Seo
