Santa Clara Meditation will guide you how to find your true self.
Master Woo Myung Teaching – People Mistakenly Think They Are Buddha
We have heard many times that we are Buddha. The whole of creation is already enlightened; the kingdom of God or Buddha is already complete and all creation is alive. But, because of their false minds, people are dead and trapped in their own graves. People live as slaves to their minds, their evil minds. When you cleanse the self, which is evil, and are reborn as Truth, the living Great Soul and Spirit, only then are you Buddha. Buddha is the existence of Truth, the Soul and Spirit of the Creator, the universe before the universe. Sin and karma are false; with the total absolution of sin and karma, the self disappears. One can be Buddha not by having Buddha in himself, but only when he is reborn as Buddha. Some cannot finish this meditation because they still have a self-centered frame of mind and try to put Buddha into themselves. Those people are sinful and have a lot of karma. It is difficult to become Buddha for those who have a lot of karma. When one is reborn as Buddha without his self, he is Buddha.
-Woo Myung-